Hereafter
job robotized breakfast a bowl of stale
oats and water favorite glass
cracked on the bottom chipped where
his lip landed every time he’d be fine
no conflict left dog ate it life sat on it
headspace noisy storms last night
wind playing tin like a theremin
bad dream at dawn creekbed
mother stuck in flood him shouting
nothing coming out sweating awake unable
to change where is the value
in holding down the house alone? he spoke
to the toaster oven it sparkled
last of the line how would he die
hunter’s bullet bear’s hunger
timbering tree no such thing as peaceful
maybe natural drowsing at dusk lamplight
gap between heart-tocks
wider and wider crickets picking up the slack
some bright hereafter ballroom or bar
streamers blaring jazz band
dark booth in the back forebears
laughing beckoning him
meaning at last foiled
not to be found worried over like a lost wallet
he shut the unwritten book
touched counter cutting board
years sliced tiny simmering stew
smoke sweeping over ridgeline
he listened sniffed neighbor’s fire