Canto XXXII
—for Adam Ray Wagner
:: the stars, those antelope, grazing in the dark fields
those eternity meadows so dark
& the sudden flash of bright flanks fleeing
the meteor-logic ::
:: the turning-stone the chariots run in rings around
is the sun doubled, two white stones
balanced on a black oak’s stump,
the old advice from father to son is true:
turn nearest the turning-point, or lose ::
:: & the sickle moon that, as a knife does a ribbon,
does not cut but curls
the child’s uncanny locks; the fickle moon
also cuts the locks
of the ever-frayed, never-stayed, curl of waves ::
:: a night watchman, the arbor-lynx opens one green eye
a dark leaf overhangs the mind
half-asleep is half awake
as over the grape hangs the vine ::
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:: the sun falls down, the gold thread affirms
the pattern, a little light
in great darkness, it is the work of no one,
of no man, of no woman,
the grass-green bright grammar of the poem ::
:: pseudo-adam & pseudo-eve, pseudo-noah
but the dove is real, and so is the flood,
pseudo-abram, pseudo-isaac, the angel
is a question holding a knife,
but the ash is real, its shroud within the eyes ::
:: the rainbow is when the sunbeam radiant sharp
cannot cut the dark thickness
of cloud in two, & the light
gathers into itself itself,
red-purple, purple-red, but dark where the sun has burnt it ::
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:: & the soul is like a fine mist suspended in air
bright as a brass shield lit up by the sun
but every arrow passes through, even the arrow
that is the sun, the soul
woundless or it is all wound ::
:: & lightning is when time cancels its kingdom
when dark clouds wild with wind
blow themselves apart, the mind splits in two
at the splendor, the eye is
a dark hole made the sudden bright grave ::
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:: & in most matters I agree with my teachers
adding only this about the sea:
that struck by oars
the water gleams ::
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CODA
[Go slow, genius. Work your lightning through the sand.
[Make the mind the glass pattern, the fragile proof you passed through.
[Hold the fulgurite page in hand and ask if the pattern resolves the facts.
[Can the poem rescue from himself the man.
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[Inner depth becomes star-knit surface. Becomes a useless map of Rome.
[You expected a man. You found fragments.
[It’s a fact as old as rabbit ears. You are the one you fear.
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[A poem could learn to cherish error. To make error cohere
[Who falls asleep while answering the question.
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[There can be such—communication—in silence.